Ready to Change

How many times have I been blinded?
How many times have I let You down?
How many times have I forgotten
That love is what it’s all about?
More than I can count

I want to live, laugh, and love the world
Fully aware of Your grace
I want to abide just as Jesus would
But have I made too many mistakes?

Lord, would you break down my walls?
Even if it takes a million wrecking balls
I’m ready to see my arrogance fall
Search the shadows I’m scared to show
Crush my pride and bring me low and
Lead me to my Promise Land
I’m ready to change

How many times have I put on the mask and kept the secret safe?
How many times have I failed Heaven?
How many times have I given up
and let the devil win?
More than seventy times seven

I want to live, laugh, and love the world
Fully aware of Your grace
I want to abide just as Jesus would
But I just can’t get past my mistakes

Lord, would you break down my walls?
Even if it takes a million wrecking balls
I’m ready to see my arrogance fall
Search the shadows I’m scared to show
Crush my pride and bring me low and
Lead me to my Promise Land
I’m ready to change

I keep bringing myself down to the valley lows
Feeling sorry and stuck with the life I chose
I’ve spent my life playing the victim
Who am I that you’d place my guilt on Him?
And give me a chance to change
I’m tired of failing and falling and filling my life with me
I’m tired of striving for all I have to be
I’ve made a mess of life
I know it’s not pretty
But I’m ready to change

Lord, would you break down my walls?
Even if it takes a million wrecking balls
Search the shadows I’m scared to show
Crush my pride and bring me low and
Lead me to my Promise Land
I’m ready to change